Abandonment
a poem
Abandonment
I hear a baby wailing
in the cleft between the mountains
an abandonment familiar
echoes through the rock of my skeleton
through my mother flesh, so like the earth
black bees buzz around me
frogs sound from balloon throats as I go by
terrain tips my feet
my feet become pebbles in turn
this child is crying with all it’s might
its red face could be the evening sky
could be the tiny flowers
wide open and calling
its fists describe the word mother in their tight clench
I see how this baby is wrapped in grasses
and left beneath a palm
(first published in Dreich)
(Pollencia in Mallorca where this poem was written. This was where I did my morning run)



Ouch! Reminds me of the on-edgeness just after having a baby, how every baby in the world belongs to you in that time of heightened senses, equally to your own. Every cry in the restaurant, every little screwed up face crying for relief. Every baby is yours, every agony, every gassy smile.
ah, this is a beautifully mysterious piece — brilliantly juxtaposing elements of dark and light. love!